Can't Breathe

I am so stinkin excited I can not breathe. My lady boss just told me we are going to Hawaii March 12th through the 25th. And maybe Steph, my bff and e will come too. Oh my gosh I love today. I knew this week was going to be good. Only 29 days til paradise. Woot Woot.

Acronyms

Acronyms used to be hated be me. Now I am becoming a fast fan. I still hate LOL I think that is dumb, its just as easy to say haha and that shows that you really are laughing. My favorite acronym of late has been BTFO: Back the Eff off. I use this whenever and I find that it suits me in most situations. Another thing I like to say lately is Do not tell me my business. You know some gangsta's like to say don't tell me my bizzness, all full of flair and attitude. I prefer to say it very proper like and it makes me laugh. Today is Lady bosses birthday and so for her birthday lunch we ate at a place called Players sports grill. I had chicken fettuccine alfredo and a bad stomach ache because of it. I don't want to go into too much detail but an hour after we had left lunch I had been to the bathroom 3 times. To add to my uncomfortableness, I decided to eat some deviled eggs. Probably the worst idea I have had in a long time. Almost 5 hours have past since lunch and I still feel as though I am in the verge of puking. I swore to myself that after the roller coaster week I had last week, this week was going to be nothing but ups. After a run in the cold, sharp, stabbing rain this morning, and a bad case of food poisoning this afternoon I think my week is definitely on the right roller coaster track of only ups.

The Story of a Butthole

I am sorry if this doesn't make sense, its a bit of a rant and I just went where my mind took me. A couple of nights ago, ex-BF dropped by to give me a scarf his mom had made for me. I told him to thank his mom and was then ready for him to leave. He went on talking and said I am sorry for dragging things out. It just made it harder and I am sorry I should have handled things better. I just gave him a yeah you're dumb stare, and he went on. "I just don't want things to be weird for us when we see each other, like we can wave and be friends" I continue with my stare. So he says "Don't you think?" And I say "I don't have to" He says "You're right you don't" I Say "I know" and then the awkward silence. He starts to make small talk and I continue to stare til he leaves. After he leaves, I send him a text telling him I think he is a real jerk and where does he gets off. Anyway after several texts back and forth he informs me that he drug things out so that I would realize that we weren't right for each other and then the breaking up would be mutual, and I could get over it easier, he didn't want to crush me. So I say "well how does it feel that I am crushed anyway and your stupid plan did not work?" He says well that's why I apologized but I am getting the drift that you only think bad about me. I say "It is so easy for you to say lets be friends and forgive, because you never invested feelings or anything into our relationship and you never thought of us as anything more than that anyway." He says "Well I just don't want you to hate me." He watched me cry over and over, every time he sat there and put down me and everything I did and I would say why don't you just end it? and he would tell me I hope that things will get better. What kind of person lets someone think that they are in a relationship that they have no interest in, but they sit there and let that someone work and invest time and feelings into something they are just dragging out. What he calls waiting for you to realize, I call being a complete jerk to me and letting me spend time and energy and feelings, pushing me to my breaking point, til I finally had had enough and was the one that ended it. Well buddy, you really must have honestly thought that admitting you strung me along and played with my emotions for the majority of our relationship would make things better, that giving me one cheap apology would make us friends. I have news for you, you thought me ignoring at church you was bad, wait til I start flipping you off in the halls. I am sorry that I don't find what you did very heroic but thank you for admitting and giving me one more example of how big of an ass and coward you really are. The best part is that he honestly, truly believes that he did the right thing, he did me a huge favor, stringing me along like that. What a world class jerk.

Happy Half Birthday to Me!

Happy happy half birthday to me, to me. I love it tonight is dinner at red robin, where I will fill out the form to get a free meal on my birthday birthday and then He is Just Not That Into you! I can not wait and I only hope this day goes quick. Hooray for the weekend!!

Let No One Shirk

I can not remember how to spell shirk? Anyway, today my arm and back hurt from the dumb leaf blower. Yesterday I was walking on and in the sunshine and loved it. Today I could throw up on someones face, I have not had an appetite all day which sucks cause I really love food. So I force myself to eat something and now I feel sick, and its cloudy outside but hooray tomorrow is Friday!

We all Have Work

I signed myself up to do some volunteering at the temple grounds this morning. Last night and this morning I was hating myself for that moment of do good ism that I had 3 Sundays ago. So I get up and go, I was the only person to show up. Being that it is winter, there really isn't much to do, so I was paired up with the little old lady volunteer and we fed the roses rose food, while her husband went at the stray leaves with a leaf blower. At about 9:30, another volunteer showed up and he went to help the husband. Once the roses had had their fill and my hands had been thoroughly scraped (forgot to bring gloves) it was my turn with a leaf blower. I had no idea they were so stinking heavy and required so much muscle use, if I had known this I would not have done the million push ups the night before. My already sore arms just got even more sore and then it was time for the raking. I could cry my body hurts so bad. Complaining done with, it was the best time I have had in a long time. It was such a great way to start my day and I love old ladies and the peacefulness of the temple grounds. It was a nice escape, walking around the temple while struggling to carry a bucket of rose food. Its nice to do volunteer work, it really is its own reward.

God Bless America

What is more patriotic than getting up at 6:50 to get a free breakfast at Denny's?

I love this country and free food. Steph and I saw the commercial for the free grand slam day while watching the super bowl and we thought now what kind of Americans would we be if we passed up free food? So we decided then and there that we would be getting food before work/school and what a fun time we had. We thought the earlier we get there the better. Boy were we surprised when we got there at 7 and still had to wait for an hour before we were seated. And then the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen was seated in the booth across from us. I couldn't even glance at him for if I did I would stare. Oh my I think I am in love. The food was so delicious for being free and I think I am going there for lunch since it will be free til 2. I only wish I knew this mystery boy because really his blue eyes have pierced my soul and I love him. Haha I must be in 7th grade.